So with my new girlfriend and the confidence she gave me, I jumped full force out of the closet and never looked back! After a failed relay with her and 5 other girls, in April of '09 I met my wonderful new partner. Angelious is 26 and a transgender male. He is right now in the hormonal stage of the FTM process. So he's taking the hormones and lives completely, in every single way as a man should. And I love him with all my heart I must say! We have a wonderful relationship and he treats me like his queen. With all that said...sometimes I have to really ask myself, do I have to give up my rainbow pride?! Since I came out my senior year of high school, all I've done is rock the rainbow. I'm not scared or ashamed in anyway but now being with my partner sometimes I have to stop and thing about how it might be affecting him. Not everyone knows about his FTM status, he IS a man and most people see him as a man. So who am I to wear rainbow *proudly* when it may make people who don't know wonder...wonder about why I wear rainbow and I'm with a man...see my dilemma? Anyone have any advise...if so let me know! Until then I'm gonna keep pondering the thought and leaving my rainbow accessories at home....for the most part :D....Toodles!!
--Lucky Star <3
